lunes, octubre 31, 2005
worthy of you


In my eyes you see no pride
In my eyes you see no light
In my eyes you see a tear
In my eyes you see my fear
In my eyes you see my love
In my eyes you see no plight
In my eyes you see my hate
In my eyes you see my fate
 
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jueves, octubre 27, 2005
burden


I have to lay it down
Before the sky falls down on me
Feels like the way goes down
My forgotten guilt will rise again
No use to live this life
With all these fears inside my heart

I need a place to hide
'Cos my forgotten guilt will rise again
I will try to get out of this pain
So I cry

That's the way to release the pain out of my head
It's hard to smile when I'm down
But I'll do the best I can
I will try to get out of this pain...
 
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miércoles, octubre 26, 2005
diotima


Fall away from me
My tears won't dry
So what is
You must not
Leave me

My life on you
Into your arms
I cling to
And where are
You you're a lie

Hating you
So what is you must not

For the things you do
Break me into
And all tears we weep
Will flow for you
But you're a lie
 
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martes, octubre 25, 2005
frozen by the sun


I will keep on looking far beyond the sun
I've never felt this way before
That all we know is here
Lost within the nothingness
And all we feel is here
Here inside this emptiness

The pain is getting strong
It's getting stronger than me
But I will never lose my faith in you

I can't bring you back
(though I tried)
I threw it all away
(when I lied to you)

Here I lay beside the angel of betrayal
I hear the voices calling my name

So, distant you've become it's haunting me
I've done wrong but could you forgive me?

You see me tryin'
You see me dyin'
And loosing all my faith
 
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lunes, octubre 24, 2005
Two For Tragedy




Sleep Eden sleep
My fallen son
Slumber in peace

Cease the pain
Life's just in vain
For us to gain
Nothing but all the same

No healing hand
For your disease
Drinking scorn like water
Cascading with my tears

Beneath the candle bed
Two saddened angels-in heaven, in death

Now let us lie
Sad we lived sad we die
Even in your pride
I never blamed you

A mother's love
Is a sacrifice
Together sleeping
Keeping it all

No sympathy
No eternity
One light for each undeserved tear

Beneath the candle bed
Two souls with everything yet to be said
 
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viernes, octubre 21, 2005
magdalena


overcome by your moving temple
overcome by this holiest of altars
so pure, so rare
to witness such a lovely goddess

i lost my self control
beyond compelled to throw this dollar down
before your holiest of altars

i'll sell my soul, my self esteem
a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss
one taste of you my magdalena

i've beared witness to this place, this lair, so long forgotten
so pure, so rare, to witness such a lovely goddess

and i'd sell my soul, my self-esteem
a dollar at a time for one chance, one kiss,
one taste of you my black madonna


i'll sell my soul, my self-esteem
a dollar at a time

for one taste, one taste
one taste of you my magdalena
 
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jueves, octubre 20, 2005
Perpetual Desolation


Behind my blissful eyes
a desolate soul conceals
finally i venture tho defy
thine arcane vigour
i shall qhell thee my foe
eternal damnation shall
tumble o'er thee

Decayed thou lay enlaced with sin
the serpents embraces thine pale body
as thine extinction slowly emerges
thou yell thy cry of agony

Malicious i fetter thee awaiting thine rigor mortis
the daemons of shallow will infest thine
obscene soul
my detest against thee impregnable of thine prayers
passionate i shall await thine demise

Behind my blissful eyes a furious soul reveals
thine soul in eternal torment
a shallow cist is now thine realm
in putrefaction thou sahll reprent
as i return to my sole amenity
for eternal allegiance
 
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miércoles, octubre 19, 2005
Until the dark


I'm searching for my love
under the stars
I'm fading all apart
my heart is stolen
taken away
like they said
when I have found
as we stay there
turn the faith in love

I see you here
with me but I fear the day
for you
hear my dear
I watch the land
and the window fallen down
I feel the pain
inside of me like a cloud
no one can save me
the time will come for my death
I think of you and wish me into an another live
I see you here with me
but I fear the day for you

I see you here with me
but I fear the dead
for you hear my dear

I watch the land and the window fallen dark
I feel the pain inside of me like a cloud
no one can save me
the time will come for my death
I think of you and wish me into an another live
I see you here with me
but I fear the day for you
feel my tears
 
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sábado, octubre 15, 2005
Il mio destino scelgo


Scorre lento il mio tempo,
Quell' ultimo respiro mi rassicura sento già
Agonia senza fine che, mi hai dato forse no, non sarei qui
 
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viernes, octubre 14, 2005
my wings


Slip out the door and fly
I'm lost in time I hover
as an angel, I hover

Embracing all myself I reel
through the storm that is shaking me
I don't know where
I don't know why
I know I'm not going to fall

And butterflies are flying (fly away)
right beside me
as I ascend to the clouds

No, I won't delay
no, I won't delay
time is like a knife for me now
I just won't delay

Time is mine
I got the blade
change your mind
I'll make you stay

Butterflies are flying
and I just won't delay
 
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deep silent complete



In your creation heaven did decree
That in your arms sweet death should dwell

Deep Silent Complete
Black velvet sea
The sirens are calling for me

Saved my soul thinking "This song's a lie"
Sand on the shore is so dry

Deep Silent Complete
Black velvet sea
Brave day sinking in endless night

The age will say "This poet lies"
Heaven never touched earthly face
The age will say "This night was ours"
Blessed with the Deep
The Silent the Complete
 
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miércoles, octubre 12, 2005
lake of sorrow


You burned me down
to hold my eyes at the lake of sorrow

See the shadow of my obsession
I feel this lost away, away
In this life I feel lost for you
All those times
I've been praying for your love
In your eyes
I see love and innocence
But I still I do not know
and I'm loving you
still I'm trying to touch
are you loving me
do you want to do
realize be now and dance
come on follow my words then we will fly
 
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martes, octubre 11, 2005
fear the sea...


water travels by itself
inspires us to fear the sea
when it affects our state of mind
we drown in our make believe

those little drops that cover two thirds
eventually there will be nothing left
but water, this water

it rules but even so
it tears apart around us
throws itself high up in the sky
never will be able to tame
 
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lunes, octubre 10, 2005
all alone...


I look to the sky
the sun has faded away
the moonlight shines down on me
the gods play their symphonies
I feel so lost I fall on my knees
I think about times that used to be

when we danced just you and me
I cant't find the right words to say
I don't know how to say goodbye
Here...here I am...life is bright...
...There's no sorrow...nothing can stop us...
...Showed us hope....Angel of my forest...
...Saw my perfect...in my own soul.. death is unfair...that's real pain...
...Remoun you...I'm almost dead...
...I've...I've lost my hope...
...My...my will to live...
...My last farewell...forever...all alone...

In my eyes you see no pride
In my eyes you see no light
In my eyes you see a tear
In my eyes you see my fear
In my eyes you see my love
In my eyes you see no plight
In my eyes you see my hate
In my eyes you see my fate

Forever all alone
 
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sábado, octubre 08, 2005
mother earth


Birds and butterflies
Rivers and mountains she creates
But you'll never know
The next move she'll make
You can try
But it is useless to ask why
Cannot control her
She goes her own way

She rules until the end of time
She gives and she takes
She rules until the end of time
She goes her own way

With every breath
And all the choices that we make
We are only passing through on her way
I find my strength
Believing that your soul lives on
Until the end of time
I'll carry it with me

Once you will know my dear
You don't have to fear
A new beginning always starts at the end
Until the end of time
She goes her own way
 
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viernes, octubre 07, 2005
herbal movement


The fabric softener of the mind
makes everything easy
and we slide down

Slide over, you

The fabric softener of the mind
makes everything lazy
and we dive down

Slide over, you
 
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jueves, octubre 06, 2005
into your light


I've heard your song
And I've seen the light
In your eyes and it
Took me so long to see
Straight through the night
And through you ah

You're the depths of my own kind
And you're the heights of my creation
Wait for me, wait for me

Alone but strong when you're in my sight
Your love hit me like a stroke
Take me with you
Take me with you

Take me to that place ah
Where I feel so safe aaah
Into your light I dive

I've taken this step
And we're intimate now and I am
I am joining your world
A formation of love and you shine
Through me

Into your light
Enter my mind

Mermaid medium of light
For the morning that comes
For the orchid that grows
Love me against all odds
You defeated the doubt
That was stuck inside me

Into your light I dive
 
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lunes, octubre 03, 2005
Herr Mannelig mi vorrai sposare


All'alba, prima che il sole sorgesse
e gli uccelli cantassero la canzone
La donna del troll con lingua falsa
et ingannevole propose al signore:

Herr Mannelig, Herr Mannelig mi vorrei sposare
Per tutto quello che io ti darè?
Se vorrai, rispondi solo si o no
Farai così o no?

Ti darè i dodici mulini
che stanno tra Tillo e Terno
le macine sono fatte del più rosso rame
e le ruote sono cariche d'argento

Herr Mannelig, Herr Mannelig mi vorrai sposare
per tutto quello che io ti darè?
Se vorrai, rispondi solo si o no
Farai così o no?

Se tu fossi una donna cristiana
riceverei volentieri regali così,
ma io so che sei il peggiore troll
figlio degli spiriti maligni.

Herr Mannelig, Herr Mannelig mi vorrai sposare
per tutto quello che io ti darè?
Se vorrai, rispondi solo si o no
Farai così o no?
 
posted by mommy at 11:26 p. m. | Permalink | 3 comments